Chain
It's been happening every week, I am afraid of the frequency.
I am afraid that all the normal, peaceful moment is just a lie.
I am not getting better.
And my head is filled with all these negative thoughts.
In parallel universe, I died a million times
and exploded
and gone beyond the line.
But here, I'm still keeping myself sane
as much as I can.
Why do I have to endure all of this?
Why can't I escape somewhere?
I have been asking myself since this morning.
What chain me here?
I should start, shouldn't I?
Before I can't control it anymore.
Right? Right?